Tuesday, December 1, 2009

=(

I MISS YOU... =(...
.. i wish he knew when he reads this one
coz i know he will... I hope he will =(

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Us




my last blog post was me getting heart broken by him... but we got back after a week of my post...its been like 2 mos after that drama and everything and now were still together.. =) haha

Friday, December 5, 2008

THANKS to my girlfriends




if theres two words i can say to my girlfriends (sahl, shix and jem) it would be THANK YOU... Thank you because whenever im heart broken you were all there for me.. tapos ngayong na happen na naman all you just did was to comfort me and listen to me.. to the pains that im going thru.. for keeping me in good mood and forcing me to eat.. for enlightening my days as I've been acting stupid and "not-myself" lately.. now i can say that BOYFRIENDS come and go but FRIENDS.. DONT! ...=) Im just so lucky that i have friends like all of you... Im gonna be ok.. and i promise :)

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Im HEARTBROKEN.. again.... but it doesnt mean im gonna drain myself to drnking and stuffs that are.. let us just say.. not good.. all i wanna do is forget and be happy.. i know im in this stage of denial... but im gonna be ok.... right? :l

Edward Cullen vs. Normal guys

A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”

Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”

Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: "Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.

If you died, a normal guy would find another.
If you died, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.

"Well, I wasn't going to live without you.." He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. "..but I wasn't sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi."

As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”

He smiled my favorite smile. "Hurry back to me."
"Always."

As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.

"I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lulluby. Edward was welcoming me home.'

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.

A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you've taken half myself with you.”

A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.
"Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."


A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.

A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

mhine



everytime i look at this pic.... i always gush.. :p ♥

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Who would have thought

Where did you two first meet? ok i first saw him on the debut of my friend and he havent even notice me hehe but the first meet up was in ayala
When exactly did you two first meet? Uh, summer un
What was your first impression of him? I don`t know. Chickboy?
When did you start liking him? Uh oh.. summer♥
When did you two start going out? summer
How was with your first kiss with him like? 1000 voltz of kiligness..It was unexpected ♥
Is he your first boyfriend? If not, then which? No hehe
Are you his first girlfriend? If not, then which? no

About Him
How much older/younger is he compared to you? 2 years and 7months. (older.)
Hair colour? Black.
Eye colour? Brown.
Skin colour? Fair.
Glasses? Nope.
Tattoos? Nope
Chest hair? Nope.
Scars? Hmm.yah in the left eye but it wasnt really visible :p
Smart/not? I believe he is ;p
Humourous/not? Not =l
Possessive/not? Not really.
Patient/not? if with me? yah haha
Affectionate/not? hmmmm
Protective/not? yah
Clingy/not? Not really.
Expressive/not? Uh, not :|
Talkative/quiet? Super quiet
Outgoing/shy? both
Party animal/Stay at home kind? Both.
Sporty/not? not

His skills
Can he cook or bake? Uh, kinda. Basic
Can he repair/fix things? I don`t know,
Can he dance? DUNO Haven’t see him dance pa eh
Can he sing?everyone can sing ryt? hehe
Can he draw? IDK
Can he play any instrument? idk
What is his talent if he has found it? DANCING?
Is he good at science and math? duno hehe

Random quirks
Is he a pet lover? hmmm i dont know eh
Animal lover? ah idk
Is he environmental-friendly? Asa. :p
What are his views on political issues? I don`t know.
Does he drink? YES..
Smoke? Yes.
Curse? YAH
Abuse drugs? Di noh
Is he neat/messy? neat

His love life
Is he a romantic? No. :(
Does he pay for your meals/tickets/etc? Sometimes.
Is he okay with confessing his love for you in public? Ewan. Mahiyain yun eh
Does he express his love for you in words or actions? Hmmm both


Things you don't like about him (though you accept his faults)
Any habits of his that you dislike? addict sa dota =l
Any part of his appearance that you dislike? none =)

2.
About the person you like...
What's their name?
Bob Robert Huguete♥

How old are they?
turning 21

Older or younger than you?
older

By how much?
2 years and 7 mos

Do you like how they look?
yeah..boy next door :p

Does it matter to you?
Yep.

If you could change one thing about their appearance, what would it be?
Nothing.

Are you friends?
Yes. when were not together pa

Best friends?
no hehe

How often do you see them?
if we feel like seeing each other

...Talk on the phone?
no

...Email them?
Nope. uso pa ba yan? hehe

Do you act differently around them?
Nope.

Do they make you nervous?
hmmmm before hehe

Do they know all your secrets?
Haha. I don`t think so.

Do they know you have feelings for them?
Of course.

Do they have feelings for you?
Yes?.

Are you dating?
Yes.

Do they have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
yeah.. ME :p

When you first see them, your first thought is:
cutie :p

What was your first impression of them?
chickboy

What's the sweetest thing they've ever said to you?
everytime he says "iloveyou mhine"

When was the latest you stayed up with them?
yesterday

Do you give each other advice?
Yes.

Girls: Have you ever put their last name as your own to see how it'd sound?
Yeah.haha shhhhh

Did you like it?
Cassandra Nadine Huguete..yeah♥ :p

Ever dreamed about them?
Yah!
What happened in it?
i forgot..weh! ;p

Do they ever try to change something about you?
hmmm my being "lakwatsera"? =l

Would you be willing to give anything for them to be happy?
yesss

What was the most romantic thing you've done together?
♥ ;p

How often do you think about them?
everyday =)

When you think about them, you:
Smile without even noticing


When did you start having feelings for them?
summer '08

Are you flirty with each other?
haha ;p

Life without them would be:
boring

Have you ever marveled about how lucky you are to have met them?
yah

Have you ever doodled their name without thinking about it?
yeah

Do they make you feel protected?
Yeah.

Do you protect them?
yah

Are you proud of them?
Very

Are they proud of you?
I hope so

What's your best memory of them?
everytime we're together na hindi nag aaway =p

Worst?
he chose to go with a friend than with me =(

Have you ever been in a fight?
yessss

Do they make you angry sometimes?
Yeah..=/

How often?
if he do something lang naman that i dont like

If they don't know you like them, how would they react when they found out?
=l

Your conversations tend to be:
hmmmm away..sweet2x..away hehe

Can you guess what they will say or do ahead of time?
Yes.

Do you ever talk about love?
hmmmm not much

What about the future?
no..

Do their parents know about you?
daw

If so, do they like you?
idk.. havent meet them personally pa

Your relationship's theme song would be:
Until the end of time

You communicate mostly through:
in person and text

Their voice makes you:
gushhhy ;p

Did your friends think you'd make a great couple before you admitted it?
some did

Do you support each other?
Yeah.

Would you trust them with anything?
hmmmm i think so =l

When they aren't with you, you feel:
bored and sad

What's the most annoying thing about them?
His being unromantic =l

Did you hate or pretend to hate them at some point?
have i? hehe

Weirdest thing about them:
none so far haha :p

Do you have a favorite of their clothing?
Yeah

Do you stay up later than normal just to talk to them?
Yeah

On a scale of 1 to 10 (10 being the best), how much do you like them?
11 ;p

Do you have a favorite picture of them?
yeah...

Touching them makes you feel:
Electric. :p

Are you in love with them?
yeah..SOOOO MUCH=)♥

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Gossip Girl is LOVE

Im hooked to GOSSIP GIRL tv series.. and oh yeah I know im such a loser right? NGAYON pa di ba? haha.. well there's actually no gg on our cable..thats why i cant watched ( ba't ba kasi pinalitan ng VELVET yung ETC..meh gg daw dun.. hmf =/..) anyways I've been watching it on the net since yesterday and im still on ep 5 pa haha...and Im super loving it... =)

"YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME...XOXO" hehe









Not welcomed by her best friend Blair Waldorf who has assumed the queen bee position in the Constance Billard junior class. Meanwhile, Blair and Nate Archibald's relationship goes sour after he admitted he had sex with Serena, which was witnessed by Chuck Bass. Meanwhile, Dan Humphrey (who goes to same school, St. Jude's, with Chuck and Nate) returns to Williamsburg, Brooklyn together with his sister Jenny who is accepted by Blair as one of her associates. Dan asks Serena for a date after a chance encounter, only to save Jenny who was being molested by Chuck at a party hosted by Blair. Blair and Serena's relationship take a turn for the worse when Blair reveals that Serena had a nonexistent drug disorder; in reality, it is Serena's brother Eric who tried to commit suicide and is the one inside an institution. Serena's reaction to Blair's revelation impresses Dan and decides to pursue her once more while Eric's revelation to Blair causes the reconciliation between the two best friends. Dan's father Rufus (who was the frontman of the fictional band Lincoln Hawk) and Serena's mother Lily, who was a groupie during the 1990s, rekindle their past relationship.

Serena and Dan's relationship grow fonder despite the arrival of Dan's friend Vanessa Abrams, who backs off after seeing the couple. Meanwhile, Blair and Nate's relationship takes a bad turn when Blair finds out Nate still has feelings for Serena. This eventually caused her to break up with him and pursue a secret relationship with Chuck. Nate tried to get back to Blair, with his parents' prodding to help them in their business deal with the Waldorfs but in the end remains steadfast in ending their relationship. Jenny, while being used by Blair, drags her mother Alison back to Brooklyn to make her parents patch up their differences, while Rufus and Lily's relationship is kept under wraps.

Blair finally breaks up with Chuck when he caused a scene at the debutante ball. This causes Blair and Nate to hook up again, but with Chuck blackmailing her, she then avoids Nate. Meanwhile, Lily accepts Chuck's father Bart's marriage proposal, which causes her to end her relationship with Rufus, with persuasion from Serena who'd rather have Chuck as her stepbrother than Dan. Alison and Rufus fail to patch up their differences and Alison leaves for the Hudson after Christmas. Seeking to end the blackmailing, Blair orders Chuck to stop but this causes him to reveal her affairs with two men to Gossip Girl. Nate refuses to believe it but after Jenny overheard Dan and Serena talking about it, she tells Nate what she heard, causing Nate to break up with Blair. It also causes Blair to lose her queen bee position and she almost flees for France, if not for Serena urging her to stay.

After spring break, Blair successfully sabotages her academic rival, Nelly Yuki, in order to increase her chance of acceptance to Yale University. Furthermore, she battles Jenny for the queen bee position, with Blair ultimately winning after she exposed Jenny's boyfriend Asher as a homosexual, but not before having Eric's permission, who was the one seen making out with Asher. Serena then has to deal with the arrival of her friend Georgina Sparks who is determined to expose Serena's big secret - that she caused someone to die. Not wanting Dan to know anything about this, she lied about sleeping with someone else, which causes Dan to promptly break up with her. After telling Blair, Nate and Chuck what happened and talking to the dead person's parents, Serena felt relieved and is ready to confront Georgina when she finds out that Georgina, taking the pseudonym Sarah, has swept Dan off his feet, and is trying to sleep with him because she wants to hurt Serena. Meanwhile, Nate informs Blair of his relationship with Vanessa, and Rufus and Lily made out after a Lincoln Hawk concert, reigniting their relationship a day before her wedding with Bart. Dan finds out "Sarah" is really Georgina, prompting Georgina to come up with a clever lie to mask the truth about her past. "Sarah" uses this lie to make herself seem vulnerable to Dan. This partially works in the sense that Georgina spends the night with Dan (in which Serena catches her coming out of his bedroom in the morning), however Dan later confirms that he and Georgina did not sleep together. Serena tells Dan the truth about everything, and he calls upon the help of Blair so they can destroy Georgina for good. They call her parents in, giving them the idea to send her to boot camp, and Georgina is presumably gone from the show.

It is revealed that Rufus and Lily had sex the night before her wedding, prompting her to have to make a decision between him and Chuck's father. Rufus surprises Lily in the brides chamber and offers to call off the wedding. Lily tells Rufus she loves him and then walks down the aisle to marry Bart. Her heart doesn't really seem to be in it though and Rufus seems sad so there are questions of if they really will end their relationship for good.

Because of "Sarah", Serena confronts her own feelings and decides that she doesn't care if Dan did sleep with Georgina, she still wanted to give their relationship a try, however Dan cannot get over Serena's lies and ultimately decides to break up with her.

Meanwhile, Nate's dad is better after going to rehab and is thought to win his court case, unfortunately, Chuck catches Nate's father doing a deal and tells Nate who then confronts his father, only to find out that while his father is sober, it is unlikely he will win in court and so bought a fake passport to leave the country and the US government's sentence. Chuck shows loyalty to Nate by telling him about his father, which ultimately rekindles their friendship. Chuck continues his "rekindling" streak by confessing how he really feels to Blair prompting them to get back together.

The finale showed segments of the summer which implied that Chuck and Blair are still going strong and are planning to vacation in Tuscany for the summer but things don't go according to plan. Chuck's father tells him he would be a changed man by the time summer ends, but are interrupted after Lily introduces her interior decorator Amelia (played by Lydia Hearst). After a fear of no longer being a single man, Chuck throws out the flower bouquet he bought for Blair, taking out a single rose and giving it to Amelia. Meanwhile, Blair who is waiting at the airport meets a man who is to board a plane and the two introduce each other. Soon she receives a text from Chuck and realizes that he isn't going to make it and boards the plane with the mysterious man. Toward the ending, scenes are shown having Nate and Serena hanging out, as were Vanessa and Dan.

Okay

I just found myself blogging... so what's new?? oh yeah the last time i blog here was i was pouring my heart out coz im heartbroken but this time nah uh... BOB and I went back together... yah after all of those crying and dramas that are super ewww... and yeah the drinking sessions with my friends who were also comforting me that time and not to forget the "pool" thingy.. that in that place and time i had swore i'll forget bout him but it just didn't work =l... and so now were back... and I realized a lot of things... hey im human! i do realizations....

1. If you really love the person, go fight for it.. but if he doesnt or wasnt into you already GO! and accept it.

2. Crying in the shower is GOOD and RECOMMENDED haha...well unlike when you cry your self in sleep and all you have the next day are EYEBAGS

3. FRIENDS will be always there for me.. and i thank my friends for being around that time..like for cheering me up and gave a lot of advices. =)

4. Never FORCE myself to someone

5. and mostly never EXPECT for something


...and so NOW im pretty much OKAY hehe ;p

Monday, August 11, 2008

=(



whats new? im HEARTBROKEN! yah heard it right..

superrrrrrrr masakit!!!! waaahhhhh musta naman yung ako ang bnereakan.. talagang masakit... =(

ayoko mag pa ka "whatever"! like mag drama.drama pero syeeeetttt hindi kaya huhuhu...

i cried before i sleep...pati pag gising... hindi talaga mapigilan eh... (do i really really love him para iyakan ko siya???! does he deserve my tears??? ha!?)

eh siya?? do he ever think how much pain he had caused me?? lintek eh MANHID yun! =(


waaaahhhh ayoko na mag suffer! ayoko ko na mag expect! ayoko na umiyak! =(

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Twilight madness

Its pretty obvious that Im hooked to TWILIGHT (=

"When you can live forever, what do you live for?"



"If there is only some way that i can make you see that I can't leave you."



"Don't you see? That's what proves me right. I care the most, because if I can do it, if leaving is the right thing to do, then I'll hurt myself to keep from hunting you, to keep you safe."



"If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I wouldn't be ashamed of it." - Edward



"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars -
points of light and reason... And then you short across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly
everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when
the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but
my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more
reason for anything." - Edward Cullen. <333

Tuesday, July 1, 2008



I miss it when everything i see and appreciate is BLACK

Sunday, June 15, 2008

super cheesy/korny pick up line

...these are super chessy/ korny pick up lines...and sooooo "nyahaha" talaga..=p


"If I were a stop light, I'd turn red everytime you passed by, just so I could stare at you a bit longer."

"Your lips look so lonely... Would they like to meet mine?"

Miss pwede ba kita maging driver??
-para ikaw na magpapatakbo ng buhay ko..

girl:bakit mo tinititigan name plate ko??
boy:hinihintay ko kasing malipat dyan surname ko eh (naka naman =p)

Can you recommend a good bank whereI can make a deposit? Because I'm planning to save all my love for you.

You're so pretty, I forgot what my pick-up line was going to be..

if we're not meant to be, so what? make a mistake with me

alarm clock ka ba? kasi ginising mo ang natutulog kung damdamin..

boy: you look like my 5th gf.
girl: ilan na ba naging gf mo.
boy: 4.

A thousand painters working for a thousand years could not create a beauty that equals you.

baby, you're like a bird...
you make me fly...

I never wanted to have
everything..all I want is to be
your everything

boy: How did you do that?
girl: What?
boy: Look good?

Monday, June 2, 2008

mhine iz love



we have a pic together na hehe ;p

Friday, May 30, 2008

the notebook



Young Noah: It's not about following your heart and it's not about keeping your promises. It's about security. Young Allie: What's that supposed to mean?
Young Noah: (yelling) Money. He's got a lot of money!
Young Allie: You smug bastard. I hate you for saying that.
Young Noah: You're bored Allie. You're bored and you know it. You wouldn't be here if there wasn't something missing.
Young Allie: You arrogant son of a !@#$*.
Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fighting!
Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a !@#$* and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Young Allie: So what?
Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.
Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?


most gushy scene Ive ever watched.. makes me huhu =,(