I just found myself blogging... so what's new?? oh yeah the last time i blog here was i was pouring my heart out coz im heartbroken but this time nah uh... BOB and I went back together... yah after all of those crying and dramas that are super ewww... and yeah the drinking sessions with my friends who were also comforting me that time and not to forget the "pool" thingy.. that in that place and time i had swore i'll forget bout him but it just didn't work =l... and so now were back... and I realized a lot of things... hey im human! i do realizations....
1. If you really love the person, go fight for it.. but if he doesnt or wasnt into you already GO! and accept it.
2. Crying in the shower is GOOD and RECOMMENDED haha...well unlike when you cry your self in sleep and all you have the next day are EYEBAGS
3. FRIENDS will be always there for me.. and i thank my friends for being around that time..like for cheering me up and gave a lot of advices. =)
4. Never FORCE myself to someone
5. and mostly never EXPECT for something
...and so NOW im pretty much OKAY hehe ;p