the notebook

Young Noah: It's not about following your heart and it's not about keeping your promises. It's about security. Young Allie: What's that supposed to mean?
Young Noah: (yelling) Money. He's got a lot of money!
Young Allie: You smug bastard. I hate you for saying that.
Young Noah: You're bored Allie. You're bored and you know it. You wouldn't be here if there wasn't something missing.
Young Allie: You arrogant son of a !@#$*.
Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fighting!
Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a !@#$* and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Young Allie: So what?
Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.
Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?

most gushy scene Ive ever watched.. makes me huhu =,(

Hula..whooops

i thought last saturday would be hmm a relaxing weekend for me... no stress.. enjoy the stay in the hotel.. that was the highlight.. everything is goin' ok... until a friend of my lola (she's the wife of the bro of my lolo.. so that made her my lola too) knocked on the door.. oh i thought she had just dropped by.. made a little chika but after they went to their room 'coz they're gonna have a "hula- session" again..my lola's friend is a "mang.huhula" ok?.. so i thought it ends there.. but an hour after they went back to our room and made hula to my mom.. i was thinking ok this will be my chance to hear the hula since we're in the same room.. i could just like widened may pandining.. hehe but damn... they're whispering...and i couldnt barely hear something..they stopped the moment the first card was shown.. its not good daw thats why the manghuhula didnt continue na lang... and i was like whatever.. pahula.hula pa kasi..

the day after..we went to my lola's room.. me and mom actually.. they chika2x... and told my mom 'bout what happened yesterday.. the hula thing... that's why daw her friend didnt continue the hula because its pangit.. and guess what?! the hula was about US her daughters again.. she said we should be very careful with GUYS daw.. like wtf?!.. like what kind of careful thingy?.. she was telling me pa not to trust so much on guys... and even makin' friends with them. gawd.. its really weird ok?...im not naman a man hater which i was before.. the thing bugs me off...=l

..coz i love him

i just woke up from my aftie nap.. and the first thing that got into my mind when i woke was was him =l...i dont know if he was like mad at me or "nagtatampo" but for what reason?.. idk... he never say "goodnight..iloveyou" last night.. =l so if he doesnt say that like in the end of the day does it mean he doesnt love me? =l eh me naman i always say how much i love him.. not a day that i wouldnt say ILOVEYOU.. but lately i was kinda bothered that ako na lang palagi... and he would always reply "iloveyoutoo" then parang wala lang =l sometimes i would wish if i could just know what he was feeling for me.. =l but despite that i still love him.. like even if he was the most quiet person i knew ...i learned to watched my words and actions..
and i just dont know why..

i juz love it when he would walked towards me

i love it when i would grabbed his hands para holding hands then siya parang nahihiya

i love every expression on his face..

i love it when i would hug him then his to pa shy to hug me back..

i love it when he would give me a smack on the lips.. even like that can already gave me 1000 volts of kiligness ;p

i love it when he would respond to my kiss..

i love it when i looked at his eyes.. even if he has an eyebag.. his the only person i knew na cute pa rin kahit meh eyebag

i love it when i would just looked and stared at him.. secretly

i love every conversation we had... we can just simply talked anything under the sun and even if it rains

i love it when he would call me "mhine"

and

i love the way I dont know if he loves me =l

...nothin' more to blog about i just wanna say

I LOVE



soOoO much...=D

mushy

Im Bored... supeeerrr so i made this one na lang... and so timing pa talaga the music is BABY LOVE.. u know the
"La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la la la
Yeah we so in love, love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything"

(am i singing already? and im being mushy again.. hehe)
.. and at this time im gushing out while he was there snoring.. hehe joke! he's super duper a sleeping prince right now... proootf!.. i miss him.. badly.. shhhhh

nice escape..

...yesterday was actually the most loooong road trip i ever had... it was fun... like supeeeeerrrrr fun..it was an unplanned get.away to BOLJOON!... are we serious? Boljoon is a 2 and a half hours ride from the city...and its almost at the "dulo" or end of Cebu.. at first we are so willing and excited.. we know that its far but not really far though.. but when we are along the road... we concluded that its really far.. we traveled by night.. i had this mixed emotions like nervous and scary.. because we never know what will happen and i didnt even asked permission to my mother that I'll be going to the south of Cebu.. she'll freak out for sure.. at first we dont really know where we're going we just leave the decision to Sahlee <- as she's the one who really wanna go to Boljoon even if she doesnt have any idea of the place..and she's so sure about it.. so ok.. good thing Sahlee's ex came with us.. he's the driver for that day.. hehe... and he's the one who took us there to Boljoon.. soooo adventure as I may say... when we are already there we just decided to chilled in the car..(play mushy songs) near the "dagat" in front of the Church.. then we ate in the grassy thingy there... we just stayed there for an hour.. then we leave..booohoo... i know its short but we dont have a choice its getting late and we have to travel another 2 and half hours to get back to the city...if we just leave from the city early then probably we could have stayed longer there in Boljoon.. but so much for that i just thanked God that he kept us safe in our crazy trip...and hmmm I would want to go back there.. =)
by the way we dont have pictures because we didnt brought our cam with us.. and the phones are lowbat..





...i just grabbed the pics from yahoo.. but that's the place where we went to

Summer Class..juz ended

wohoooo! summer class has already ended wheeeee!!!! soooo happy! finally i could have a good long sleep... i could just probably rest my mind from all those lectures, quizzes and case study <- this gives me a super duper headache and sleepless nights =S... so now? what am I planning that summer class just ended?..

1. camwhoring!.. gawd! i miss taking pictures.. hehe

2. update my CANDYMAG story.. its been a month since i havent updated it..

3. go to the beach... again..

4. go to mall! geeesh i havent been into the mall lately.. coz every after class I went sraight home..

5. play at TIMEZONE!

6. have enough sleep hehe

7. clean my closet... hmmmm

8. have a reunion with my elementary classmates...

9. spend more time with him ♥...i wish..i wish...

10. ...update this blog

I SURVIVED!

I survived the 3 kcuf.ing injections! wooohooo! damn they hellah hurt like swear! actually its not the needle from the syringe that hurts (i didnt even feel it) but this distilled water that was injected to our skin. man! it seems that i was bitten by millions of ants to the part where i was injected or my "laman" was like opened.. (@__@) it hurts talaga and i can say it a million times... the most painful is the "intramuscular" injection... anyways i didnt cry hehe.. but i admit i make "mura" well a bit? hehe gawd i cant help it kaya... after that whatever injection my hands had been numb especially my left..and right now im feeling WEAK.. waaahhh i would never ever get myself be injected again...

ok.. ever noticed that I've been blogging 'bout my ohhhhh so loving love hmm life? hehe i cant help it... weh!... but anyways lets talk 'bout other stuff like hmm

INJECTION! wtf?!!!!

ok so tomorrow I'm gonna perform the return demonstration of injecting blah blah.... and im hmmm pretty scared (@_@)...swear.. well not the part that my partner will inject me (i guess i can bear the pain =l.. ) but the thing that i have to inject my partner who by the way is superrrrr scared or lemme say doesnt want injection!.. geeeessshhh.. now Im thinking of the "what if's..." what if i dont do it correctly and she may be in hellah pain and she'll start crying... waaaahhh oh help me gawd...(@_@)

<3..the best feeling is knowing that the one you love.. LOVES you..<3

kill me now

if i could just shout right now then it would have to be like this "wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!" its not that im mad about something or at someone... i got drunk last night and i wasnt so aware of what i did and say (ok dont worry im already sober now) me and my friend (girl) sahlee was supposed to go to the drag race.. actually before that i was thinking of going home.. but then she told me that i should come with her... and i was really thinking twice if i would come or not... but at the end.. yeah right i did come with her.. we rode in the taxi not saying anything yet to the driver... and after a lot of "where are we going ba?" she finally said to the driver that we're going to "this" place where the drag race is.. i was like this -> (@_@)... but then she told me siya daw bahala with hmm what things or stuff will happen then probably after we're gonna "nomi".. so i was like "ok"..she called our friend who we thought was there at the race and good thing nalang talaga that we called her coz she's not there anymore... so yeah changed of plan..we're not going there..so we just decided to went straight ahead to the "inuman place" so there... man! one on one! f!... i almost die.. why did i drank too much? waaahhhhh i dont have a problem naman eh.. ok maybe i just miss my boyfie at that very moment and i was like hmmm being so dramatic at that time... whooosh! and worst my friend txted him that im drank and blah blah na... waaahhhh im sooooo dead!... super nakaka hiya... =s the next time we're gonna "nomi" i swear to keep away my phone...=l

(18)...............He swept me off my feet...............(18)