My layout in friendster

♥ this is my new layout in friendster and Im happy coz finally I was able to customize my own layout.. teeeheee

sembreak '07

wohooooo now I can already call it a SEMBREAK! finally we enjoy ourselves in the beach hmm well we actually spent more time in the pool.. hehe here are some pics...

I MISS...
...summer '07

...the guy who used to sing me songs and oh his confident to do that..

...the "I miss u" "I love you's"

...smoking.. (yah i know.. but hey I still mark my word that I QUIT oh what i mean is STOP..)

...my friends who are like mountains and seas apart from me.. Jazzy who's in Manila.. and Mia who is in Davao..

...the night life.. hmm well.. was it because Im staying home right now and all i do is suck up wishing Im having "lakwatsa" right now? honestly this is the only Saturday that Im at home and its really "himala"..(too much for being o.a cazzy..) sniff...

...the bumpcar in SM.. grrr where are the bumpcar society? the cuties? the whatever? damn! they're gone.. ni renovate pa kasi.. hmf..

...crying.. its been how many months already since i cried. I remember i used to shed buckets of tears from someone, from people who are whatever.. and now? no one's making me cry.. am i already numb? like when was that when i wanna feel like crying..but geeesh not a single tear had fallen from my eyes or even one eye.. and i dont know how to fake a tear..

...my long hair.. well Im planning to have my hair grow long again..

...Biking! before Im so "lampa" with it.. i learned how to bike na when i was in highschool.. i remember sobrang inggit me sa mga neighbors ko and sister coz they know how to bike.. but then summer yun nung kinarir ko talaga matuto mag bike. at ayun! natuto na rin sa wakas.. i really miss it na talaga.. especially biking around the subdivision pag gabi..

Before and After

BEFORE.. I used to have super straight long hair...and i was thin.. feeling ko parang skeleton na ko nun...i always eat and eat but hindi talaga me tumaba..

BUT..I cut my hair off nung summer..coz its sobrang mainit and i feel like sporting a new hair kaya ayun..tapos ganun parin i always eat and eat.. then this school year I involved myself in a martial arts club in school... siyempre after..pagod.. kain.. tulog.. eh tataba talaga ako..

NOW.. Im still sporting this "slightly" short hair..pero mahaba na rin siya ng konti... and guess what? i gained weight compare before...nag kalaman na ako kahit papano...i can see it from my cheeks..i like this changes and Im happy...

REAL GIRL

This is song is really for me...
REAL GIRL

If I had one chance to
In my life again
I wouldn't make no changes
Now or way back when (yeah)
And if everything turns out
The way I hope it goes
But I cant wait to find out
What it is that God knows

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

And nothing's ever perfect
There's no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
It would put my mind at ease (no)
So I'll just keep on going
The way I've gone so far
And maybe I'll end up
Tryin' to catch a fallin star (yeah)

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

Baby this is who I am
Don't need you to understand
'Cause everything is right where it should be
It wont be long til you know about me,
'Cause I don't give a...
Even when I'm out of love
'Cause everythings just how it should be
And it wont be long till you know about me

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

WE passed!

Finally we passed! okay what am I talking 'bout? its our ANAPHYSIO lec which is a major subject on our course.. if we failed, of course no "capping" and we have to wait for a year to take that subject.. i thought Im failing on that subject coz hell its really difficult.. but on our final exam i passed the passing percentage..but not quite sure if I'll really pass on the FINAL.. i mean the final grade.. so it was on October 16, 2007 when we went to school to met with our teacher and he gave the grades.. and thanks God I passed! wohoooo! my friends also passed.. so after the nervous tension and "oh-thanks-God" happenings.. we cant help it.. we took pictures! hehe these are just two of them..

Me

I was bored kaya etoh..

CP..Gone..

It was Monday afternoon Oct 1, 2007 when I lost my cellphone.. again.. for the 3rd time.. I was on my way to my friends birthday celebration in a restaurant. I was actually riding a jeepney that time. Well at first I was hesitant because I still have to go to this particular mall where i have to meet my sister to get the cam, if I ride a jeepney It might took half an hour to get to the mall.. jeepney have routes..so I was thinking on riding a cab but since Im saving money I decided to take the jeepney. On my way I texted my friend and at the same time my sister. then I kept my phone on my bag. and then this man sat beside me. I was irritated because there's a big space across where I sitted and yet he really sat beside me knowing that its already "masikip". but I didnt mind it at all. I placed my bag on my lap. then a few minutes not far from where the man ride the jeepney, he goes out. and timingly I opened my bag and to my surprised I couldnt find my phone! I looked in the seats coz probably it was dropped there or even under the seats but there was no phone. so I asked my "katabi" if they saw my phone and they said NO,they even wondered how would my phone get lost when they saw me a while ago texting pa.. they also wondered about the man may be he got my phone.. coz he was also looking a bit strange to the.. my heartbeat was beating fast. I went down the jeepney and looked for a nearby store where I could my mom to tell her the news.. or to borrow a cellphone from the owner.. good thing there this carenderia I asked the "ate" if I could borrow her phone to text my sis coz probably shes already calling and texting on my phone but then I lost my phone and she couldnt contact me... but the "ate" said that her phone was borrowed my her "amo" well is that an excuse? a lie? well I conclude that they dont trust me.. but hey I dont look like a snatcher! geesh... same thing that happened to my "katabi" in the jeepney on my way to the mall.. she also wouldnt let me borrowed her phone.. so I said to myself "bahala na".. I understand them.. kahit ako naman mag dadalawang isip ipahiram phone ko lalo na sa "stranger".. when I arrived at the mall I really looked for my sis thinking she was still there.. and yeah I was right she's there.. buti na lang nakita niya ako.. halos nilibot ko na ang mall kakahanap sa kanya... ayun I told her what happened and went directly to my friend's bday celebration.. I have the cam with me and still I ride a jeepney.. but now Im careful.... really careful...Now i dont have a phone... well i kinda miss it kahit mumurahin lang yun and not the latest.. or Im missing the people who keep on texting me? hehe but still its ok at least the person who ever got my phone didnt harmed me or what like what i saw on tv and read in the newspapers.. in the end I still thank God.. *WINK